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- Wolves--whole pack of them.
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This is quite a bit
different wilderness.
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The animals
aren't as afraid of man.
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- The memory of me starving...
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Ha!
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...is affecting my
thoughts and actions.
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- Look at that!
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This feels a lot more like
home
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than Patagonia did.
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Boom.
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I know I'm gonna be the
last one standing this time.
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- Just doing the best
1 can to get food out here,.
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1 haven't had anything to eat.
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I'm not surprised that hunger
is what drove me out;
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I'm just surprised that
it was so soon.
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This place may
have got the best of me.
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Male narrator: For the
first time ever on "Alone,”
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ten past participants return.
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They've come back
with one goal: redemption.
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- I deserve to be here,
and I'm back.
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- I want to win more this time than I did last time.
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Narrator:
Now a fresh hell awaits.
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- The cold is an incredibly
strong punch in the face.
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Narrator: In the punishing
wilderness of Mongolia.
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- We're in the
middle of nowhere.
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- Mongolia's
a very unforgiving land.
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Narrator: They must survive
in complete isolation,
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enduring as long as they can.
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- I'm just gonna push
and push and push
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until there's nothing left.
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Narrator:
The last one standing wins.
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- There's wolves,
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The first time I've heard them.
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Just one little burst.
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Oh, there they are.
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Couldn't believe
how loud that was.
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I just heard something
pretty large across the river.
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You've really got to
stay on your game
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with the predators.
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There's a lot
of things to think about,
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and you're always gonna
have to be aware
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and be careful about what
you're doing,
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so it is really important
for me to finish my shelter.
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Okay, there's one.
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Being able to come out here
and get another shot at this
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and see if what you
learned the first time
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can be applied
to a second time
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on a new piece of land
in a foreign country?
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How could you say no to that?
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I won't be building
no log cabin here.
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You got to go a long ways
for a few straight poles.
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My husband and 1
were on season four,
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and we lasted 49 days.
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Not a lot has changed for us
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from the previous season
till now.
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It's been a very short time.
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We're working
on our property in Alaska.
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On Vancouver Island,
1 definitely think our ability
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to build our shelter the way
we did was a strength for us,
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and I'm proud of how we worked together as a husband and wife.
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What ultimately ended
my time in the wilderness
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was the resources of fish
ran out,
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1 want to eat.
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1 want to eat something.
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It was definitely starvation
that took me out of the game.
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1 just can't go on.
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It's really hard to think that
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it was my fault
we had to leave.
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This season,
1 really hope to capitalize on
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the game animals in the area.
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Tm bringing a bow.
1 really want to hunt.
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I really want to be successful
at bringing in more calories.
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1 want to prove that
1 can do it alone this time.
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I want to kill it out here.
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I want to win.
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This should do it--
more than do it.
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So 1 got everything
out of my shelter right now.
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This is my front wall.
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And I'm thinking right in here
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is where
I'm gonna make the fire pit.
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I'm gonna dig it out,
add sand and gravel,
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and then I'll vent it here.
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I can't say if
it's going to be
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harder or easier
than season four.
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As far as
being with my husband
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or not being
with my husband,
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that will be an interesting
thing to find out.
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That said,
there's a division of labor
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that doesn't happen when you're by yourself,
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so you have to do
everything yourself.
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I'll put it down in the hole.
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That's pretty, isn't it?
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It's nice having
fire in your shelter,
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especially when it's raining.
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A little fire like that
will warm it right up in here.
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That's not bad.
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It's not terribly,
terribly smoky in here.
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All right,
it's getting a bit smoky.
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If I could pull that back up
there a little bit more.
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Shelter is going
to be very important.
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That is the thing that
gives you peace of mind
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for everything.
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There are predators here, so
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there's just something
comforting about
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knowing you're
enclosed in something,
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and even if it's not great,
it's better than nothing.
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So shelter is huge.
It is my number one priority.
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It's not as smoky in here.
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This isn't too bad of a setup.
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I'm pretty excited.
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- Whoo.
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That was good.
I just--
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I just had a bath in the river.
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Everything tastes really salty.
1 think that's my own sweat.
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Feels good.
I got to wash everything.
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Shelter is on my mind today.
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That's so important
for me to build a home,
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because that's gonna be key for my long-term survival out here.
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This could be a ridgepole
right here, this tree.
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This could be a ridgepole
for the top of my lean-to.
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1 have to get
a shelter built quickly,
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and it has to be a really,
really warm shelter.
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1 need 10 balance
everything 1 need to do
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and stay healthy,
'cause 1 still have MS.
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Even though I'm healthy,
I still have it.
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It's a test for me.
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All right.
Got these.
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Some more ridgepoles
in here after 1 strip them,
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and then I'm gonna strip
the birchbark off the side
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of these for fire tonight.
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Northern Mongolia is one of the coldest places in the world.
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The land here is
extremely unforgiving.
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Like, you walk out,
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and you will get frostbite
sort of cold.
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So if 1 can get my shelter
warm enough and thick enough,
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Tm hopeful that
1 can stay cozy and warm.
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All right,
take a little break.
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Why is it taking so long?
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It's my arms getting tired.
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Damn.
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I don't know why
I'm getting so winded.
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1 don't know
quite what's going on.
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1 hope it's nothing.
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1 just don't feel right.
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Al 1 can say is 1 hope
s nothing to do with MS,
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'cause that would suck.
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Tm just gonna tell myself
that 1 feel fine
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and that there is nothing
wrong with me right now.
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My last major
attack was in 2010.
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There are signs that 1 get,
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like my eyesight goes blurry
or my nose gets tingly
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or 1 get the tingling in the
back of my neck
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or my muscles start popping.
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There are signals
to me, like,
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"time to slow down, Nicole."
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And today, I'm not feeling
the muscle popping thing
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or even my nose isn't even
tingly
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or my tongue's not even gone,
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but I'm feeling
the weight that I get with MS.
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It's hard to describe.
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It's like your legs and your
arms get really heavy,
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and they don't quite function
right.
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And I'm feeling that
pretty strongly today,
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and that concerns me.
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I'm not gonna let it get me.
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- Today is day seven.
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New personal best.
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That's awesome.
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Rock on.
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That's all you can ask for
is improvement.
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Today, 1 am going out to
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harvest all the alliums
1 possibly can.
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There is a bunch
of wild alliums out there.
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They're garlic, essentially.
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They look and
smell like garlic,
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and they grow
the same kind of way.
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1 really am really excited
Tm gonna have a meal today,
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and, you know,
it's a guaranteed meal.
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1 don't have 10 go out
and set a trap.
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The alliums
aren't running away.
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There's a lot of grassland that I can't see where my feet fall.
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Out here in Mongolia,
the Asian pit viper
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is pretty dangerous.
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You just have to really
make sure
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you keep your noise up
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and you know where
you're putting your feet.
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So I'm gonna make sure
I'm armed, just in case.
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Tm gonna harvest all the
wild alliums 1 possibly can.
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They like to dig themselves
pretty deep into
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really rooty soil.
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There you go.
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That's just from one allium.
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And there's 100
of these things out here.
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There's plenty left out here,
so let's keep going.
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Holy
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Check this out.
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It's a snake.
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It's coiled up
and ready to strike.
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It's right there.
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Oh, holy
It's a pit viper.
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It's a pit viper.
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So 1 saw a snake on the trail,
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shot it with an arrow,
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cut its head off,
laying right there.
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Now it's mine,
and I'm gonna eat it.
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Got myself a snake.
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That's where 1 hit him,
right there on his side.
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1 eviscerated him.
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First I'm gonna skin the snake.
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I'll start at
the bottom of his belly,
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and I'll bring it all the way
up,
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right in the center line.
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Got the snake.
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He just ate something--
some sort of rat.
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1 don't know if you can
eat the organs of a snake.
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I've never ate the organs.
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I've always eaten the meat.
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But I'm really
excited about eating today.
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There.
That's his semen.
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He's just releasing
all of it now,
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'cause I'm gutting him.
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Not much meat on a snake--
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at least not much
meat on this snake.
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Hard part is getting
right past that spine.
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You have to hold
still right there.
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Here we go.
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I'm gonna put it in my pot,
cook it up.
270
00:14:15,474 --> 00:14:16,751
271
00:14:18,753 --> 00:14:21,169
1 feel good.
272
00:14:21,204 --> 00:14:24,207
Feel good about
what I'm doing so far.
273
00:14:24,241 --> 00:14:25,829
Tm doing the best 1 can.
274
00:14:25,864 --> 00:14:32,871
275
00:14:43,640 --> 00:14:46,298
Tastes exactly like chicken,
I'm telling you.
276
00:14:46,332 --> 00:14:50,164
Other than...
a lot more bones than chicken.
277
00:14:55,721 --> 00:14:59,138
Damn.
It's hard to eat snake.
278
00:14:59,173 --> 00:15:02,141
Tastes good.
There's so many bones.
279
00:15:04,316 --> 00:15:07,077
There's the clean snake.
280
00:15:07,112 --> 00:15:09,942
Bones.
281
00:15:09,977 --> 00:15:13,118
Now 1 am gonna throw
the remains away from me.
282
00:15:16,845 --> 00:15:17,916
That was the equivalency
of, like,
283
00:15:17,950 --> 00:15:20,608
two bites of a burger,
1 feel like.
284
00:15:24,577 --> 00:15:31,584
285
00:15:53,503 --> 00:15:55,746
I have a long-term
shelter set up.
286
00:15:55,781 --> 00:15:57,403
It's gonna be a log cabin.
287
00:15:59,716 --> 00:16:01,028
288
00:16:01,062 --> 00:16:02,891
1 have never built
a log cabin before,
289
00:16:02,926 --> 00:16:05,411
so it's kind of
a bit of an experiment.
290
00:16:05,446 --> 00:16:08,069
291
00:16:08,104 --> 00:16:11,141
Oh, yeah.
That's the good stuff.
292
00:16:11,176 --> 00:16:13,868
There's been some
ups and downs with it,
293
00:16:13,902 --> 00:16:16,836
and things that
I'm learning along the way,
294
00:16:16,871 --> 00:16:20,426
but everything seems to be
coming together pretty well.
295
00:16:20,461 --> 00:16:23,705
In Vancouver Island, it
never felt like it was a home.
296
00:16:23,740 --> 00:16:25,880
1 never felt like
1 was really there.
297
00:16:25,914 --> 00:16:28,124
I felt like I was
an outsider looking in.
298
00:16:28,158 --> 00:16:29,159
299
00:16:29,194 --> 00:16:31,023
1 hope that building this cabin
300
00:16:31,058 --> 00:16:33,508
is gonna help me to
sustain myself for
301
00:16:33,543 --> 00:16:35,200
an extended period of time,
302
00:16:35,234 --> 00:16:37,305
because 1 want 10 win this.
303
00:16:39,790 --> 00:16:42,897
It's another beautiful day
here in British Columbia.
304
00:16:42,931 --> 00:16:45,762
I had some amazing times
in Vancouver Island,
305
00:16:45,796 --> 00:16:48,178
and I also had some of
the lowest times in my life
306
00:16:48,213 --> 00:16:49,455
in Vancouver Island.
307
00:16:49,490 --> 00:16:51,561
1 set the ferro rod down,
308
00:16:51,595 --> 00:16:54,874
and it rolled down
the fire pit into the fire.
309
00:16:56,428 --> 00:17:00,328
T 1 can't get a fire,
then 1 can't stay here.
310
00:17:00,363 --> 00:17:02,572
What took me out last time
was
311
00:17:02,606 --> 00:17:05,333
feeling burnt out,
feeling disconnected from
312
00:17:05,368 --> 00:17:07,956
my family
and friends and community.
313
00:17:07,991 --> 00:17:11,374
The isolation,
you know, is--it's difficult.
314
00:17:11,408 --> 00:17:15,067
The season two experience
itself was incredible.
315
00:17:15,102 --> 00:17:17,449
Getting back was
the hard part, because
316
00:17:17,483 --> 00:17:19,416
within a couple of hours,
I was just like,
317
00:17:19,451 --> 00:17:22,557
", what did I do?
Why did I leave?"
318
00:17:22,592 --> 00:17:25,008
1 felt ike
1 had quit something
319
00:17:25,043 --> 00:17:27,321
1 knew was really important.
320
00:17:27,355 --> 00:17:29,392
It was a huge regret for me.
321
00:17:29,426 --> 00:17:31,359
322
00:17:32,291 --> 00:17:33,982
Since I left Vancouver,
323
00:17:34,017 --> 00:17:36,675
I'm still teaching and
instructing primitive skills,
324
00:17:36,709 --> 00:17:38,573
wilderness living skills.
325
00:17:38,608 --> 00:17:40,920
From the time 1 was
a young kid,
326
00:17:40,955 --> 00:17:43,958
I was learning
and practicing these skills.
327
00:17:43,992 --> 00:17:45,649
328
00:17:45,684 --> 00:17:48,652
This time around,
I'm just gonna really
329
00:17:48,687 --> 00:17:50,102
keep myself occupied,
330
00:17:50,137 --> 00:17:52,208
keep my mind busy,
work on projects.
331
00:17:52,242 --> 00:17:59,249
332
00:17:59,732 --> 00:18:03,150
This is the biggest
caloric expenditure
333
00:18:03,184 --> 00:18:06,256
that I'm going to, uh,
see out here.
334
00:18:06,291 --> 00:18:07,844
335
00:18:07,878 --> 00:18:10,433
I know I'm gonna be really
happy with it when it's done.
336
00:18:10,467 --> 00:18:11,606
It's gonna be warm...
337
00:18:12,642 --> 00:18:14,230
Weatherproof.
338
00:18:14,264 --> 00:18:15,990
339
00:18:16,024 --> 00:18:18,234
Let's have a quick look.
340
00:18:18,268 --> 00:18:22,169
It's gonna be
a single-pitched cabin.
341
00:18:22,203 --> 00:18:24,861
There's the fireplace.
342
00:18:24,895 --> 00:18:27,312
There's my little door.
343
00:18:27,346 --> 00:18:31,074
I still need to do a lot of
chinking
344
00:18:31,109 --> 00:18:33,732
and filling the gaps
between the logs,
345
00:18:33,766 --> 00:18:36,528
but the logs are
setting in pretty nice.
346
00:18:37,391 --> 00:18:39,703
Everything's coming together.
347
00:18:39,738 --> 00:18:41,705
I'm liking it.
348
00:18:42,913 --> 00:18:44,225
My body's feeling good.
349
00:18:44,260 --> 00:18:46,296
It's still feeling strong.
350
00:18:46,331 --> 00:18:48,574
Hungry, but...
351
00:18:48,609 --> 00:18:51,543
hunger is just
a part of the game out here.
352
00:18:51,577 --> 00:18:53,269
I know where I'm at right now
353
00:18:53,303 --> 00:18:55,892
compared to where
1 was at in Vancouver.
354
00:18:55,926 --> 00:18:57,652
355
00:18:57,687 --> 00:19:01,242
I'm feeling
dramatically better.
356
00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:11,287
357
00:19:26,923 --> 00:19:29,995
- It is hard when
you're so strong
358
00:19:30,029 --> 00:19:32,100
all the time and--
359
00:19:32,135 --> 00:19:37,451
and something like this
kind of hits you,
360
00:19:37,485 --> 00:19:39,694
'cause you feel so vulnerable.
361
00:19:39,729 --> 00:19:43,698
When you get MS symptoms, they
formulate as different things.
362
00:19:43,733 --> 00:19:46,460
1 have tingling;
1 have muscle popping;
363
00:19:46,494 --> 00:19:48,393
I've got less energy.
364
00:19:48,427 --> 00:19:52,017
My limbs are
becoming increasingly heavy.
365
00:19:52,051 --> 00:19:53,191
366
00:19:53,225 --> 00:19:54,847
But I do have access to nature,
367
00:19:54,882 --> 00:19:56,711
and that's a huge healer.
368
00:19:58,057 --> 00:19:59,231
369
00:19:59,266 --> 00:20:01,129
So I'm just gonna roll with it.
370
00:20:01,164 --> 00:20:03,615
I'm gonna do my best.
371
00:20:03,649 --> 00:20:06,790
But I'm not leaving.
372
00:20:06,825 --> 00:20:09,862
Mm-mm, mm-mm, mmm.
373
00:20:12,106 --> 00:20:14,971
Time for a little exploration.
374
00:20:15,005 --> 00:20:20,770
375
00:20:20,804 --> 00:20:22,599
1 found wild onions.
376
00:20:22,634 --> 00:20:24,877
All right, this is
just a single one.
377
00:20:24,912 --> 00:20:27,017
Oh, wait, there's more.
378
00:20:27,052 --> 00:20:28,433
379
00:20:28,467 --> 00:20:30,504
The longer I'm here,
the more I'm able
380
00:20:30,538 --> 00:20:33,403
to tap in to what resources
are here plant-wise,
381
00:20:33,438 --> 00:20:35,440
and I'm finding new things
every day.
382
00:20:35,474 --> 00:20:37,959
But I'm not finding
some of the other things
383
00:20:37,994 --> 00:20:40,410
I used on Vancouver Island
for management of MS.
384
00:20:40,445 --> 00:20:41,963
385
00:20:41,998 --> 00:20:44,207
This one's
really deep in there.
386
00:20:44,242 --> 00:20:45,312
Cool.
387
00:20:45,346 --> 00:20:49,247
So now I've got--
this new thing--
388
00:20:49,281 --> 00:20:52,077
a whole bunch of onions
for dinner tonight.
389
00:20:52,111 --> 00:20:53,078
390
00:20:53,112 --> 00:20:55,356
MS is a very strange disease.
391
00:20:55,391 --> 00:20:57,703
It doesn't necessarily
just take you down.
392
00:20:57,738 --> 00:21:00,188
It comes in waves
and comes and goes.
393
00:21:00,223 --> 00:21:03,157
And you might be able
to be up and walking one day,
394
00:21:03,191 --> 00:21:04,607
and the next two days,
you're in bed
395
00:21:04,641 --> 00:21:06,091
and cannot move your limbs.
396
00:21:06,125 --> 00:21:09,301
But 1 figure,
with enough breaks
397
00:21:09,336 --> 00:21:14,858
and some naps and still
working at a decent pace,
398
00:21:14,893 --> 00:21:16,964
I'm gonna be okay.
399
00:21:16,998 --> 00:21:18,655
I'm trying to stay positive,
400
00:21:18,690 --> 00:21:21,762
because if
I let myself dip into
401
00:21:21,796 --> 00:21:25,697
the despair that
my body is feeling,
402
00:21:25,731 --> 00:21:27,768
then I'm done.
403
00:21:27,802 --> 00:21:32,048
And I can't
let myself go there.
404
00:21:32,082 --> 00:21:39,089
405
00:21:46,096 --> 00:21:49,548
406
00:21:52,310 --> 00:21:54,898
- Wow, that's fast.
407
00:21:54,933 --> 00:21:58,592
Love lighting fires out here,
that's for sure.
408
00:22:00,387 --> 00:22:03,562
My overall philosophy with
the ten items:
409
00:22:03,597 --> 00:22:05,944
you need to be able
to guarantee
410
00:22:05,978 --> 00:22:08,981
that you can use
all of the ten items.
411
00:22:09,016 --> 00:22:12,468
The other thing is
what can [ use
412
00:22:12,502 --> 00:22:15,367
to improvise, adapt,
and overcome?
413
00:22:15,402 --> 00:22:17,887
I didn't bring
fishing line or fishhooks,
414
00:22:17,921 --> 00:22:20,268
but 1 figure 1 can
improvise some hooks
415
00:22:20,303 --> 00:22:23,306
with my 20-gauge wire
that 1 brought
416
00:22:23,341 --> 00:22:24,342
as part of my ten items.
417
00:22:24,376 --> 00:22:27,206
1 can break down the paracord
418
00:22:27,241 --> 00:22:30,382
that I've brought
into tiny, tiny strands.
419
00:22:30,417 --> 00:22:34,766
And so I'm making
a nice little "Huck Finn" type
420
00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:37,941
stick with a string
and a hook and a weight on it.
421
00:22:37,976 --> 00:22:39,046
422
00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:41,048
I'm trying to break my record
423
00:22:41,082 --> 00:22:44,465
for catching fish this season.
424
00:22:44,500 --> 00:22:46,985
During my time
on Vancouver Island,
425
00:22:47,019 --> 00:22:49,608
caught two fish.
426
00:22:49,643 --> 00:22:51,748
And I think I'll be able
to catch even more
427
00:22:51,783 --> 00:22:53,923
in Mongolia.
428
00:22:53,957 --> 00:22:57,202
I better be able
to catch more than two fish.
429
00:23:02,380 --> 00:23:05,383
No sign of nothing.
430
00:23:08,696 --> 00:23:10,180
Wow.
431
00:23:10,215 --> 00:23:12,597
1 don't even know what to say.
432
00:23:12,631 --> 00:23:14,150
I'm not getting a bite.
433
00:23:14,184 --> 00:23:18,603
1 haven't even gotten
my bait taken away from me.
434
00:23:21,260 --> 00:23:24,816
Am 1 really that
garbage at catching fish?
435
00:23:29,303 --> 00:23:36,310
436
00:23:40,107 --> 00:23:43,421
- I'm gonna head down
to the old fishing hole.
437
00:23:43,455 --> 00:23:46,216
Got bow in hand.
438
00:23:46,251 --> 00:23:49,841
And, uh, try to
catch me some breakfast.
439
00:23:49,875 --> 00:23:50,842
440
00:23:50,876 --> 00:23:52,464
We do share this landscape
441
00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:54,501
with grizzly bear and wolves.
442
00:23:54,535 --> 00:23:59,506
And so it's important to just
walk slow, take your time,
443
00:23:59,540 --> 00:24:03,199
always be scanning the area,
always be looking around.
444
00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:04,959
445
00:24:04,994 --> 00:24:06,892
Well, here we are.
446
00:24:06,927 --> 00:24:09,516
447
00:24:10,378 --> 00:24:12,553
This here is
the fish slayer 3000.
448
00:24:14,969 --> 00:24:18,283
1 just wrapped string
around it, put a hook on,
449
00:24:18,317 --> 00:24:21,493
put a grasshopper on,
and toss it out.
450
00:24:23,184 --> 00:24:24,669
Fish on.
451
00:24:24,703 --> 00:24:26,084
You know, at this point,
they've just been
452
00:24:26,118 --> 00:24:27,810
hitting like crazy.
453
00:24:27,844 --> 00:24:30,157
I'm getting
about four fish a day.
454
00:24:30,191 --> 00:24:32,677
Every cast,
if not every other cast,
455
00:24:32,711 --> 00:24:34,437
I'm pulling in fish.
456
00:24:34,472 --> 00:24:37,026
Just like that, he dies.
457
00:24:37,060 --> 00:24:39,511
I only fish for,
like, 15 minutes a day,
458
00:24:39,546 --> 00:24:42,825
because 1 don't want to take
too much from the river.
459
00:24:42,859 --> 00:24:44,861
Very nice.
460
00:24:49,659 --> 00:24:52,075
You know, I'm slowly getting
connected to this place,
461
00:24:52,110 --> 00:24:53,525
and I'm figuring out what are
462
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:56,666
the rhythms and patterns
of this environment.
463
00:24:56,701 --> 00:24:58,392
I'm eating fairly well.
464
00:24:58,426 --> 00:25:02,223
I've been catching quite
a few fish every single day.
465
00:25:02,258 --> 00:25:04,122
Life is good right now.
466
00:25:04,156 --> 00:25:06,780
Life is really good.
467
00:25:12,958 --> 00:25:17,376
As they say in France,
"bone apple teat."
468
00:25:23,417 --> 00:25:30,424
469
00:25:31,874 --> 00:25:35,636
- I gave it
a little bit of thought, and
470
00:25:35,671 --> 00:25:38,639
1 think the best bang for my
buck right now
471
00:25:38,674 --> 00:25:42,540
is gonna be going back to camp
472
00:25:42,574 --> 00:25:47,441
and making
some deadfalls for chipmunks.
473
00:25:49,132 --> 00:25:53,758
It's really difficult to live
day after day in the woods
474
00:25:53,792 --> 00:25:57,278
with no success at
getting yourself protein,
475
00:25:57,313 --> 00:26:00,834
and it feels very vulnerable.
476
00:26:00,868 --> 00:26:02,042
477
00:26:02,076 --> 00:26:04,596
That should be good.
478
00:26:04,631 --> 00:26:06,460
And there's actually
a couple other areas
479
00:26:06,494 --> 00:26:08,773
that I'd like to set traps in.
480
00:26:08,807 --> 00:26:10,257
The more of
these traps you set,
481
00:26:10,291 --> 00:26:11,983
the more likely you are
to get something.
482
00:26:12,017 --> 00:26:13,709
483
00:26:13,743 --> 00:26:18,541
I'm gonna fence off
part of this other way,
484
00:26:18,576 --> 00:26:19,818
because like any other animal,
485
00:26:19,853 --> 00:26:22,269
it's gonna take
the path of least resistance.
486
00:26:22,303 --> 00:26:26,722
So if 1 put
this enormous rock
487
00:26:26,756 --> 00:26:29,483
like that,
488
00:26:29,517 --> 00:26:32,520
do a little arrangement,
you can basically guarantee
489
00:26:32,555 --> 00:26:35,316
he's not gonna come in that way;
he's gonna come in this way.
490
00:26:35,351 --> 00:26:38,526
And his entire body is
gonna be underneath there
491
00:26:38,561 --> 00:26:41,219
when it goes ka-thunk.
492
00:26:43,324 --> 00:26:47,639
The enormous mental blow
that 1 have right now
493
00:26:47,674 --> 00:26:52,299
is the fact that
I'm not getting enough food.
494
00:26:52,333 --> 00:26:55,785
And that gives me
a lot of despair
495
00:26:55,820 --> 00:26:58,443
about my situation
and staying out here.
496
00:26:58,477 --> 00:27:02,102
The thought of this experience
ending this early
497
00:27:02,136 --> 00:27:04,035
is devastating.
498
00:27:04,069 --> 00:27:06,106
499
00:27:06,140 --> 00:27:08,902
1 need protein.
500
00:27:12,837 --> 00:27:19,844
501
00:27:27,334 --> 00:27:30,233
502
00:27:30,268 --> 00:27:33,858
- On day eight, guys,
and when it rains, it pours.
503
00:27:33,892 --> 00:27:38,483
1 saw this very sweet grouse?
504
00:27:38,517 --> 00:27:40,865
Ptarmigan?
I'm not 100% sure,
505
00:27:40,899 --> 00:27:44,213
1 plucked this guy
right out of the tree,
506
00:27:44,247 --> 00:27:46,318
hit him right here
in the behind.
507
00:27:46,353 --> 00:27:49,425
508
00:27:51,807 --> 00:27:54,430
You can still see
the feather J this guy.
509
00:27:54,464 --> 00:27:57,778
Anyways, real sorry
1 didn't get it on camera,
510
00:27:57,813 --> 00:28:01,368
um, but it's gonna
get in my belly,
511
00:28:01,402 --> 00:28:03,991
so I'm happy about that.
512
00:28:04,026 --> 00:28:07,788
If I can get a few of these
a week, forget aut it.
513
00:28:07,823 --> 00:28:09,928
Ugh.
1 hate that saying.
514
00:28:09,963 --> 00:28:12,172
Why did 1 say that?
515
00:28:12,206 --> 00:28:14,864
Oh, forget about it, Jesse.
516
00:28:14,899 --> 00:28:16,279
Just forget about it.
517
00:28:19,317 --> 00:28:20,387
518
00:28:20,421 --> 00:28:23,010
1 broke his ribs.
519
00:28:23,045 --> 00:28:25,979
Oh, man,
I gutted him with that shot.
520
00:28:26,013 --> 00:28:27,635
Damn.
521
00:28:27,670 --> 00:28:31,916
There's his lungs,
SO you can see it.
522
00:28:31,950 --> 00:28:34,919
There's his heart.
523
00:28:34,953 --> 00:28:36,127
Looks good.
524
00:28:36,161 --> 00:28:41,995
525
00:28:42,029 --> 00:28:44,204
Man, does that look good.
526
00:28:45,205 --> 00:28:48,346
Already it's pretty cooked.
527
00:28:48,380 --> 00:28:50,762
Juices coming out
and everything.
528
00:28:54,283 --> 00:28:56,319
The breasts aren't done.
529
00:28:59,426 --> 00:29:01,290
But my legs are.
530
00:29:08,435 --> 00:29:10,195
I mean, it's grouse.
It's gonna taste like chicken.
531
00:29:10,230 --> 00:29:11,783
Or whatever it is--ptarmigan.
532
00:29:13,198 --> 00:29:14,268
Tastes like chicken.
533
00:29:14,303 --> 00:29:16,546
534
00:29:16,581 --> 00:29:20,309
That bird hasn't really hit me
calorie-wise yet.
535
00:29:20,343 --> 00:29:21,828
It's just being digested.
536
00:29:21,862 --> 00:29:26,315
But man, what it does to your
just mental fortitude.
537
00:29:26,349 --> 00:29:28,351
Started to pull food
out of the land.
538
00:29:28,386 --> 00:29:30,112
My shelter's almost done.
539
00:29:30,146 --> 00:29:31,699
I'm starting to think
I'm gonna be able
540
00:29:31,734 --> 00:29:34,668
to survive this thing
until day 90.
541
00:29:38,845 --> 00:29:45,852
542
00:29:57,518 --> 00:29:59,693
- 1 really feel like
the weather's coming in.
543
00:29:59,727 --> 00:30:02,006
So my first order of business
544
00:30:02,040 --> 00:30:03,973
really needs to be to collect
birchbark
545
00:30:04,008 --> 00:30:06,182
to put along the edge
of my shelter.
546
00:30:06,217 --> 00:30:09,254
Oh, wow,
547
00:30:09,289 --> 00:30:12,016
Whew, baby!
Look at that.
548
00:30:12,050 --> 00:30:15,709
That is a shingle.
549
00:30:15,743 --> 00:30:18,919
Wowee.
550
00:30:18,954 --> 00:30:21,646
And yet another tree.
551
00:30:21,680 --> 00:30:22,716
Let's see how high 1 can go.
552
00:30:22,750 --> 00:30:24,131
These knots usually
make it hard.
553
00:30:24,166 --> 00:30:26,547
That's usually
your breaking point.
554
00:30:45,221 --> 00:30:48,086
Need to take a break for a sec.
1 got that--
555
00:30:48,121 --> 00:30:53,229
I got some
symptoms coming on again.
556
00:30:59,339 --> 00:31:03,205
557
00:31:03,239 --> 00:31:07,554
I got a good tree here,
but I'm having some--
558
00:31:07,588 --> 00:31:10,143
oh--
559
00:31:10,177 --> 00:31:13,698
some bad MS symptoms right now.
560
00:31:13,732 --> 00:31:16,839
So I'm gonna sit for a minute,
561
00:31:16,874 --> 00:31:19,324
lean up against this tree...
562
00:31:19,359 --> 00:31:21,844
563
00:31:21,879 --> 00:31:23,604
And chill.
564
00:31:23,639 --> 00:31:27,401
565
00:31:27,436 --> 00:31:30,646
Out here, nature has
always been my biggest healer,
566
00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:33,925
so I'm gonna power through.
567
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:35,823
1 don't want to be
anywhere else but here.
568
00:31:35,858 --> 00:31:37,687
569
00:31:37,722 --> 00:31:42,071
I'm gonna go let my body
have the rest that it needs,
570
00:31:42,106 --> 00:31:45,005
and then I'll
come back to this task.
571
00:31:47,214 --> 00:31:49,907
Here goes.
All right.
572
00:31:55,395 --> 00:31:58,156
You are strong.
573
00:31:58,191 --> 00:31:59,778
You can do this.
574
00:31:59,813 --> 00:32:01,263
Camp's right there.
575
00:32:01,297 --> 00:32:05,853
576
00:32:05,888 --> 00:32:08,684
The weakness in your limbs
577
00:32:08,718 --> 00:32:11,411
is kind of indescribable
unless you have it.
578
00:32:11,445 --> 00:32:12,999
579
00:32:13,033 --> 00:32:16,243
My legs are essentially
collapsing beneath me.
580
00:32:16,278 --> 00:32:19,522
581
00:32:20,903 --> 00:32:22,008
582
00:32:22,042 --> 00:32:23,802
Ohh.
583
00:32:27,047 --> 00:32:32,156
If this had come on at home,
I would have had access to
584
00:32:32,190 --> 00:32:35,469
all of my herbs and
everything that 1 do for myself
585
00:32:35,504 --> 00:32:38,162
when 1 start feeling this way,
586
00:32:38,196 --> 00:32:40,992
and 1 don't have access here.
587
00:32:46,446 --> 00:32:51,485
I've used the plants
the best I can, but...
588
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:53,867
1 need more than
what 1 know here.
589
00:32:56,042 --> 00:32:59,666
There comes a point it's
just not safe to be out here.
590
00:32:59,700 --> 00:33:03,877
You know, if 1 can't walk and something big comes my way,
591
00:33:03,911 --> 00:33:05,396
I'm in trouble.
592
00:33:06,914 --> 00:33:07,950
Al right.
593
00:33:07,985 --> 00:33:10,918
I'm gonna have
something to eat...
594
00:33:12,161 --> 00:33:14,301
595
00:33:14,336 --> 00:33:16,890
And drink.
596
00:33:16,924 --> 00:33:19,237
597
00:33:23,276 --> 00:33:30,145
598
00:33:30,179 --> 00:33:32,630
Al right.
599
00:33:32,664 --> 00:33:37,083
I'm just gonna get right here.
600
00:33:37,117 --> 00:33:39,740
Oh, my God.
I'm not--I'm not--
601
00:33:39,775 --> 00:33:41,880
Oh.
602
00:33:46,057 --> 00:33:53,030
603
00:34:02,453 --> 00:34:04,075
- Oh.
604
00:34:07,009 --> 00:34:09,529
1 really wish
that wasn't on camera.
605
00:34:11,151 --> 00:34:13,464
I'm in the midst
of a really bad MS attack.
606
00:34:13,498 --> 00:34:17,364
I haven't been
this sick in so long,
607
00:34:17,399 --> 00:34:18,710
and 1 don't want to go home.
608
00:34:18,745 --> 00:34:22,887
1 want 10 be here so badly.
609
00:34:22,921 --> 00:34:25,476
1 have so much more
than nine days in me.
610
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:30,032
1 can't be out
here not walking.
611
00:34:35,210 --> 00:34:42,217
612
00:34:55,264 --> 00:34:59,372
Oh.
613
00:34:59,406 --> 00:35:00,925
God, 1 hate making this call.
614
00:35:00,959 --> 00:35:04,618
There it goes.
615
00:35:08,208 --> 00:35:10,383
I'm having
a really bad MS attack.
616
00:35:10,417 --> 00:35:13,972
My legs aren't functioning,
617
00:35:14,007 --> 00:35:18,287
so I'm gonna need--
y'all to come get me.
618
00:35:21,290 --> 00:35:25,329
619
00:35:27,848 --> 00:35:31,542
1 can't believe 1 have 10 tap.
620
00:35:31,576 --> 00:35:38,583
621
00:35:39,446 --> 00:35:41,414
Hey.
622
00:35:41,448 --> 00:35:43,864
623
00:35:43,899 --> 00:35:46,453
I've just been,
like, every day, just, like,
624
00:35:46,488 --> 00:35:48,835
"1 can do one more day.
1 can do one more day."
625
00:35:48,869 --> 00:35:50,008
626
00:35:50,043 --> 00:35:52,114
And I've just been
trying my best
627
00:35:52,149 --> 00:35:56,187
to do everything 1 do out
here with the...
628
00:35:56,222 --> 00:35:58,776
629
00:35:58,810 --> 00:36:02,193
Even though I'm, you know,
going into an MS attack,
630
00:36:02,228 --> 00:36:04,333
1 just kept thinking
631
00:36:04,368 --> 00:36:06,991
if 1rest, if 1 do this,
632
00:36:07,025 --> 00:36:08,958
it'll get better, but it hasn't.
633
00:36:08,993 --> 00:36:10,822
It's--it's dive-bombed.
634
00:36:10,857 --> 00:36:13,446
- Okay.
We have two ways to get out.
635
00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:15,620
Walk with assistance
636
00:36:15,655 --> 00:36:18,727
or we can assist you out
on a spine board.
637
00:36:18,761 --> 00:36:20,004
- It's gonna have
to be a spine board.
638
00:36:20,038 --> 00:36:21,350
I can't move my legs.
639
00:36:22,731 --> 00:36:25,112
- Here.
Little bit more.
640
00:36:25,147 --> 00:36:26,493
I'm gonna lift your legs up,
okay?
641
00:36:27,529 --> 00:36:30,187
1 expected myself
642
00:36:30,221 --> 00:36:31,429
to do really well.
643
00:36:31,464 --> 00:36:33,051
1 had no reason not to.
644
00:36:33,086 --> 00:36:34,984
1 have the skills
to be out here.
645
00:36:35,019 --> 00:36:37,194
I'm determined.
646
00:36:37,228 --> 00:36:39,610
I'm not lonely being alone.
647
00:36:39,644 --> 00:36:41,232
648
00:36:41,267 --> 00:36:42,889
1 have everything it takes
to be out here
649
00:36:42,923 --> 00:36:45,512
for a really long time.
650
00:36:45,547 --> 00:36:49,585
And my body completely
gave in on me.
651
00:36:49,620 --> 00:36:51,138
652
00:36:51,173 --> 00:36:54,245
I don't look at what 1 did
this time as a failure.
653
00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:55,522
654
00:36:55,557 --> 00:36:57,352
1 succeeded.
655
00:36:57,386 --> 00:36:59,630
My body let me down.
656
00:36:59,664 --> 00:37:01,356
657
00:37:01,390 --> 00:37:04,359
But you have to
try your hardest,
658
00:37:04,393 --> 00:37:06,257
and 1 can say
that 1 tried my hardest.
659
00:37:12,332 --> 00:37:19,339
660
00:37:25,449 --> 00:37:28,417
- When you get hungry
out here,
661
00:37:28,452 --> 00:37:30,868
you are screwed.
662
00:37:30,902 --> 00:37:32,904
I'm starving.
663
00:37:32,939 --> 00:37:35,735
1 haven't eaten in days.
664
00:37:35,769 --> 00:37:37,115
So the first thing
I'm gonna do today
665
00:37:37,150 --> 00:37:38,634
is check my traps.
666
00:37:38,669 --> 00:37:40,740
I'm gonna go out to the field.
667
00:37:40,774 --> 00:37:43,225
I really don't feel like
I got anything last night.
668
00:37:43,260 --> 00:37:44,364
I'm just not feeling it.
669
00:37:45,917 --> 00:37:48,299
I'd say at the moment,
what's missing from my diet
670
00:37:48,334 --> 00:37:51,751
is basically protein,
uh, vitamins,
671
00:37:51,785 --> 00:37:56,307
various carbohydrates, um,
you know, everything.
672
00:37:56,342 --> 00:37:59,241
Basically, there isn't a whole lot of a diet there in general.
673
00:37:59,276 --> 00:38:00,311
674
00:38:00,346 --> 00:38:02,106
How long can 1 push myself
675
00:38:02,140 --> 00:38:04,936
on zero calories a day?
676
00:38:04,971 --> 00:38:09,009
Untriggered, untriggered.
677
00:38:09,044 --> 00:38:14,463
678
00:38:17,363 --> 00:38:19,226
Whoa.
679
00:38:19,261 --> 00:38:21,746
Okay.
680
00:38:21,781 --> 00:38:24,370
My trap went off over here.
681
00:38:27,407 --> 00:38:28,788
682
00:38:28,822 --> 00:38:33,206
It could have just gone off
for no reason.
683
00:38:33,240 --> 00:38:35,829
Could have just
gone off for no reason.
684
00:38:35,864 --> 00:38:37,348
Let's check it out.
685
00:38:37,383 --> 00:38:38,832
686
00:38:38,867 --> 00:38:40,006
Al right.
687
00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:41,697
This is, like,
really getting me excited.
688
00:38:41,732 --> 00:38:43,941
Okay.
Let's see what's up.
689
00:38:43,975 --> 00:38:49,671
690
00:38:49,705 --> 00:38:52,432
Oh, m , My ) gosh.
691
00:38:56,885 --> 00:38:58,990
Yes!
I see it.
692
00:38:59,025 --> 00:39:00,544
Yes!
693
00:39:00,578 --> 00:39:04,030
Yes! Yes!
694
00:39:20,598 --> 00:39:23,360
_ Oh,
Guys! my QQSh.
695
00:39:27,743 --> 00:39:29,883
Yes!
I see it.
696
00:39:29,918 --> 00:39:31,851
Yes!
697
00:39:31,885 --> 00:39:34,681
Yes! Yes!
698
00:39:39,445 --> 00:39:41,757
Guys, 1 got first blood.
699
00:39:41,792 --> 00:39:44,588
I did it.
I got a Kill.
700
00:39:44,622 --> 00:39:45,899
Yes!
701
00:39:45,934 --> 00:39:47,936
And check this out, guys.
702
00:39:49,006 --> 00:39:50,145
It's a bird.
703
00:39:51,457 --> 00:39:53,597
It's one of those cute birds,
but,
704
00:39:53,631 --> 00:39:55,737
1 mean, its something, right?
705
00:39:55,771 --> 00:39:59,326
Today could actually be,
like, a turning point for me.
706
00:40:01,259 --> 00:40:02,640
707
00:40:02,675 --> 00:40:05,091
Definitely the smallest bird
I've ever clned.
708
00:40:05,125 --> 00:40:06,679
709
00:40:06,713 --> 00:40:08,474
But 1 see meat in there,
710
00:40:08,508 --> 00:40:11,822
and 1 see more meat
than is on a mouse.
711
00:40:11,856 --> 00:40:15,066
So we're plucking the bird
rather than skinning it.
712
00:40:15,101 --> 00:40:16,413
713
00:40:16,447 --> 00:40:19,450
Plucking ensures
you get all the fat.
714
00:40:19,485 --> 00:40:20,555
715
00:40:20,589 --> 00:40:22,315
This is gonna make
a nice little stew.
716
00:40:22,349 --> 00:40:23,765
717
00:40:23,799 --> 00:40:26,008
Basically 1 want all
the little bones and stuff.
718
00:40:26,043 --> 00:40:29,149
1 want them to all
mush and melt together
719
00:40:29,184 --> 00:40:33,188
so that it's just, like, all
the same, like, stewy broth.
720
00:40:33,222 --> 00:40:38,089
721
00:40:38,124 --> 00:40:41,679
So what I'm gonna do
is let this cook slowly
722
00:40:41,714 --> 00:40:43,543
for, like, a long time.
723
00:40:43,578 --> 00:40:45,476
724
00:40:45,511 --> 00:40:46,960
I'm really good at starving.
725
00:40:46,995 --> 00:40:48,928
And 1 came in here
with probably about
726
00:40:48,962 --> 00:40:51,240
70 pounds
of emergency rations
727
00:40:51,275 --> 00:40:55,313
fastened directly
to my skeletal frame.
728
00:40:55,348 --> 00:40:57,764
But it's good
to get some protein.
729
00:41:00,146 --> 00:41:02,700
All those bird bones
are completely melted down.
730
00:41:02,735 --> 00:41:06,290
Time to eat up this
yummy Mongolian gravy.
731
00:41:06,946 --> 00:41:08,499
Bon appétit.
732
00:41:08,534 --> 00:41:10,984
My delicious gravy mixture.
733
00:41:11,019 --> 00:41:14,056
Oh, so good!
734
00:41:19,337 --> 00:41:23,928
Okay, I've had better gravy,
but, like...
735
00:41:23,963 --> 00:41:26,483
put that on mashed potatoes
and give it to me any day,
736
00:41:26,517 --> 00:41:27,725
and I'd be fine with that.
737
00:41:29,071 --> 00:41:32,212
1 am just so
happy to have this here.
738
00:41:32,247 --> 00:41:33,973
Every ounce of food
from the land
739
00:41:34,007 --> 00:41:36,251
is just
like a crazy blessing.
740
00:41:36,285 --> 00:41:38,598
It's looking pretty
positive at the moment.
741
00:41:38,633 --> 00:41:42,533
1 feel like 1 definitely
see some stepping stones
742
00:41:42,568 --> 00:41:46,330
of what'll get me into
the future of this thing.
743
00:41:46,364 --> 00:41:47,504
744
00:41:47,538 --> 00:41:50,058
I'm still in it
for the long haul.
745
00:41:51,577 --> 00:41:54,096
- Holy cow!
746
00:41:54,131 --> 00:41:57,514
- This storm is so intense.
747
00:41:57,548 --> 00:41:59,101
Oh.
748
00:41:59,136 --> 00:42:01,310
- People could
start dropping like flies.
749
00:42:02,484 --> 00:42:03,968
1 want to be in a place
750
00:42:04,003 --> 00:42:05,211
that feels like home.
751
00:42:05,245 --> 00:42:07,385
1 really do want to win this.
752
00:42:07,420 --> 00:42:10,181
- Frickin' deer
floating down the river.
753
00:42:10,216 --> 00:42:12,287
You've been wanting
a dance, people?
754
00:42:12,321 --> 00:42:14,876
Whoo!
There's my dance!
755
00:42:14,910 --> 00:42:16,498
There's my fishy dance!
756
00:42:16,533 --> 00:42:19,708